Gunshots As I
Title the Human Spirit
I’ve lived days of mortal fear of being fallen by the bullet
The nights of the inevitable atom bomb
Here in the womb of the city,
Expressions of destruction are constant
As poverty
Ignorance in the place of civility
And the strong intimidating the weak
In an unending cycle of the poor
Rising, an infinite tide
Over the crux of the battle to good will.
In the short hot night
Music blasts over cheap speakers
Men scream of thrown fists and
Drunks wander aimlessly
Off on my second floor
I play the fool and think in rhymes
The dead streetlamps,
Illuminating nothing
As solitary hatchbacks and seventies model ghetto cars
Amble threatening toward the impending sunrise
“I am a poet.” I shall scream.
“Come poet.” They shall reply. “We bring death.”
“Why death?” I invariably ask.
“What else?”
Alcohol to numb the brain
Welfare to numb the life, the liberty,
The pursuit of happiness cheap tooling
On homemade scooters, playing catch with an orange
Don’t give me none of that shit, he says
Don’t give me none of that shit.
Off, somewhere down the block