Hef For God, 2008

 

 

            In Heaven, we get what we want

            One would presuppose

            And in high school

            I was frequently asked

            As an atheist

            Why I didn’t want Heaven

 

            Truth is, I do want Heaven

            But my Heaven is the stuff that

            One would presuppose

            Gets you into hell

 

            I would be walking around

            Having an unending orgasm

            Being fondled by more naked women than I can conceptualize

            With the taste of pizza in my mouth

            Belief in my fellow man

            A nation governed by wise men

            And hey, a continuing Earthly life

            So I kind of can’t die

            In order to go to Heaven

 

            It’s not really odd that there’s contradictions in the idea of Heaven

            What’s really odd to me is that these people, Christians

            Who believe in an omniscient, omnipotent, omnibenevolent being

            That exists necessarily and is the creator of all contingent things

            (though they can’t really prove any of those things in any way)

            Believe in a place of rewards that they never take the time to describe

            Beyond “God’s rule.”

            Which is like saying “Uh, some place nice.

 

            I’ll take a Heaven where we’re young boys at heart

            But can fuck and fight like maniacs

            A Heaven where bad and overbearing preachers fry over coals

            Where you can eat all the food you want and not get fat

            Where you can do anything you want to a woman in sex

            And get away with it, because it’s not really a person

            It’s a Heavenly projection

 

            It sounds a lot like the Playboy Mansion, actually