I Gave in the Office

I’ve given my life

Every day I’ve given my life

It was my choice

But going on through the motions

I never know if it was my choice

The hard part is never knowing

If you can, should, or will give

Up

Everything I give

I give willingly

But a part of me recoils in horror

This is the only life I have

And this choice you make

Is the only choice you make

Lay in bed at night thinking

The things no one else does

Like am I worth anything

Will I be worth anything

Should my own question

Be what’s on the youtube?

Where is my fucking and fighting

And why do I portion meals

To be able to sit and type longer

Without getting diabetes?

Exercise in small boxes

Friends once a month

Scattered beers and social life

Women as rare as cherries

And I want some god damned cherries

Right now

So fuck you

I’m going for a walk.